Let me begin in the middle. Middle aged guy – love refugee –bored with the everyday. I must be every other guy. Married early – kids –foreign holidays and friends.  Poor me huh?  I could be happy with my lot in my family utopia – but I’m not. Biology makes me look at women and fantasize about fucking them. I take a coffee and find myself “people watching” – a short skirt there and an unbuttoned blouse there makes my mind go round in circles. Sometimes I act …fucking a newly divored housewife to satisfy my primitive urges .....but for now I’m happy just watching…